I Didn't Realise

I didn't realise that its been more than a year since i wrote anything on my blog. Well actually I had an old traditional diary to fall back on. Me and diaries don't go back to very great days. but when i read them now. I laugh and feel nostalgic. and sometimes stupid too.

The first time I wrote a diary I started writing about a guy and my mother read it. All hell broke lose. I remember. I stopped writing. I remember saying this constantly to myself that my mom cheated on me and now I will never write. Then I fell in love and I had to write again. So I made a concealed diary. An accounts notebook in which i wrote about my love stories. My mom caught me again. All hell broke lose again. My friend Ankita told me, who had been with me through both my ordeals, that I was the stupidist person to have repeated the mistake. I agreed. I stopped writing again.

Then when I got my absolutely separate room with my gadgets and gizmos that only I knew how to operate, I started writing again. Called it my e diary. This time i hadn't found another love but had only strengthened the previous one. My mother lost hope and got me married to him.

In many ways I think i have my diaries to thank for getting my love life in some order. Considering I would have never had the strength to go up to my parents to tell them " I'm in love" or "I'm still in love and still want to marry him"

Keep writing and keep blogging :-)